Tinkerbelle
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I don't know Julia personally, but i somehow feel gutted and shocked about her illness and i'm not sure why.??
Maybe its because i'm older than her, and this makes me realise how precious life is and how lucky i am,
and maybe i shouldn't take health so much for granted
I do understand what you mean. I really didn't want to be 50. Ages doesn't bother me particularly and I know I look younger than my years (yes, yes I know ... cocky or what!) but I really felt my last birthday. I've thought about it a lot and I know its about my mum. She died at 53. I've always known she was quite young when she died but being 50 myself has really brought it home. Her life was cut far too short. And irrationally I'm thinking what if I only have three years left. Selfish and stupid but I still think it ... sometimes.