hi FP
local vet rang today with louis' blood test results. the pancreatitis test was 4.5 - down from 9. upper limit of normal is 3.5. he said he would be very surprised if it had been lower than 4.5. i knew from his voice there was a 'but' coming and that was that the ALT, one of the liver enzymes was a bit raised. he had spoken to the specialist vet who said it meant louis had some slight liver involvement. from what i could gather when i first googled, it is more common to have liver involvement than not and it's called triad. however when louis had his liver biopsy it was normal. spec vet wants them repeated in a month's time.
i said to him 'all being well i suppose i'll see you in 3 weeks to have the tube removed' and he replied with a nervous laugh and said 'well, it will probably be in a month for the blood tests'. when i said i thought the tube was coming out, he just said 'let's take it a step at a time'. have a horrible feeling the spec vet had told him he wants to keep the tube in longer. still, a long time to go until we get the drugs down to steroids only so will continue one day at a time.......
lou in himself is pretty good. the last few days he's been eating well and when i encourage him, he's been playful. not sure if i mentioned the vet asked me to keep a diary of a wellness scale 0 - 10. the day i brought him home i put 4.5. a couple days before when they wanted me to take him home and i refused, it was 2.0. yesterday i put 8.0. just hope he continues to move in the same direction.
i've been feeling a bit down because of the chat with the vet and because he also made a remark that has made me feel sooooo bad all day. we were talking about how they don't know much about pancreatitis in cats and i said i wonder how many cases are not diagnosed because not everyone can afford to pay the astronomical fees charged by the specialist vets. he replied "or want to put the cat through it". i immediately felt i'd done the wrong thing in choosing to take him to the hospital and louis endured all that suffering because of me. i'll never forget the sight of him there as long as i live. and how he shook with fear
maybe all i've done is prolong the agony if he's not going to get through this. my vet is really nice and it surprised me he said that. i told him he'd made me feel bad and he just replied 'at least we have the full picture now'. thing is he had no idea what was wrong with him because all the tests had come back normal, including the one for pancreatitis so it was only the more invasive tests the specialist vet did that found the diagnosis. can't get it out of my head. i just wanted them to make him better
edit - spelling