If your down, at all tomorrow, graham, many others of us too are, we will go throughnthe motion on charades one more time, and I know now novirus will be here for wherver I like it or not. If you get maudling , thinking about t=being let downs, and abandoned by certain people, and after all your splendid work, dont be too hard on yourself. Please Graham, and if you need a chat and even if it is Christmas Day night contact me here and I could even give you a call. Iv been down many times, risen man ytimes too. Mental Illness is my scurge but Iv had many letdowns too. Im not being too negative, just letting graham know, not eveyone will be away ,enjoying thrmselves . I like you and what you stand for .