same goes for me sparkles - always here for you but i'm not like you and tiddly, i'm an old crone.
you missed one thing out of your list - your wedding. hope you can focus on that and the babies but i do know you can't just put the rest out of your mind. i hope you can get some support for the bully, police if necessary. i had a stalker and the police were wonderful. as for your mum, words fail me. that is very sad but hopefully inspires you even more to be the best mum you can to your babies.
